A little about me...

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 01:33:01 GMT

Before I say anything, let me make one thing clear to you: I am not saying anything that you won't already know if you know how to read people. First, and foremost, I am a people analyzer. When I first meet you, I can come across as quiet. I'll only open up if I think you should see me open up. And you will not get to actually know me if I don't open up for you. I know the kind of people that I like, and the kind of people I don't. I've seen slews of people before. Every day I meet people. People, people, people. I am very critical about people's natures. And I am not trying to be mean, but there are nice people in the world, and there are the assholes. I love the nice people. Honestly. I don't say that because I like hearing myself talk, I say that because it's true. I don't have a lot of faith in myself, and yet, at the same time, I have every scruple of faith in myself. I think too many things and go off on tangents too often. I think that's why I did poorly in school. I couldn't get every one of my thoughts together to work for one thing. I have a lot to think about, a lot of people to care for, but I always have room for you, if you'll have me.

xoxo

LiveJournal is crazy.

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 06:07:59 GMT

Or maybe just life is crazy. I feel like I'm living in some kind of post-apocalyptic world. Snipets of blogs flash the screen. Never before in my life have I been so annoyed by dot gif images. But whatever. I'm not quite exactly sure what to put on this. Maybe this is what I'm supposed to put on this. What am I thinking about? The near future? Well, obviously I'm thinking about that. I am really excited for Elitch's tomorrow, make no mistake. This weekend? I am going to the arts show at Lifespot. The local music scene needs more talented groups like The Heyday and The Simple Discussion, and TheTitanCourageous. But even indie needs more innovation. I'm not saying I hate those two groups, in fact I am dear friends with the guys in The Simple Discussion. And I really do like theTitanCourageous and The Heyday. I'm simply stating that indie, as a genre has been run over too many times. It seems there is but one indie sound in Littleton. I want to fix that. Denver hardcore is the same way, only it has fallen faster. I'm not trying to bash hardcore or anything, but... it really does sound all the same. With a few exceptions (The Axe, Of the Wolves), all hardcore is is a parade of hair, make-up, gore, screaming, breakdowns and swinging your arms around. Like that hasn't been done about twenty million times over in the same exact scene. Yes, I know, what I just said must be heresy. But the matter of the fact is, that it's truth. The question comes back to, what am I thinking about? I've been rambling on for over 10 minutes about some things that no one will probably ever read. I think I know why I do LiveJournal now. So I can have this down, so I can remember it, so I can keep it for a rainy day. I'm pensive. Pensive about the future, and what it has in store for me. I want to get a bachelor's degree, even if my band strikes success. But I have to get registered at ACC. Why does it have to be so hard? And another thing: the only person I know at ACC is Luke Osborn. If I can't become good friends with him, I don't know what will happen. This is all so very wierd. Such a wierd, awkward position in my life.

xoxo

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A little about me...

LiveJournal is crazy.